it used to be us
just saw something that made me feel abit sad and nostalgic i guess. dunno man sometimes things happen and u dunno why and u miss what used to be there but when its gone its just gone and u cant do anything abt it.
hmm anyway, today was henry's farewell :) the boys gonna aus to study med and be my competitor haha. i was qt happy tt everything turned out ok in the end cos i was abit scared tt the food wasnt enough and stuff but turned out ok so tt was good heh. and there is really a big difference in turn out when there is cell and when it is fellowship stuff haha.
yst i went back to yc. found the new sWord xchange thingy pretty interesting, i think the discussion after the sermon thingy is qt a good idea cos it gets them thinking abt the sermon and we had a pretty lively discussion at cell yst so tt was good stuff :)
some thots on my mind tt i dun really think i can put up here but its late at night when troubling/saddening things come to mind. sometimes i wish tt they could change so tt things wont be this way, but i know in my heart that it is i who must change, not those around me. but i guess im too lazy and i guess while im not ALWAYS happy in my life, 99% of the time im pretty satisfied and 90% of the time im a happy girl haha. so ill just go along in my life, and sometimes when i look back ill feel a pang of regret but somehow life always sweeps me back onto its joyride, and that i attribute ALOT to God who has always been the anchor in my life, that friends will never matter more than Him who gave Himself for me. because of Him i will always have a protective layer around my heart, and because of Him i can live in assurance that i am NEVER going to be good enough but i have salvation because of grace and so i dont have to try to be what i am not for the people who look at me and judge, because the greatest judge of all looked at me, all of me, and spread open His arms and said "my blood shall set you free"
thank You God
hmm anyway, today was henry's farewell :) the boys gonna aus to study med and be my competitor haha. i was qt happy tt everything turned out ok in the end cos i was abit scared tt the food wasnt enough and stuff but turned out ok so tt was good heh. and there is really a big difference in turn out when there is cell and when it is fellowship stuff haha.
yst i went back to yc. found the new sWord xchange thingy pretty interesting, i think the discussion after the sermon thingy is qt a good idea cos it gets them thinking abt the sermon and we had a pretty lively discussion at cell yst so tt was good stuff :)
some thots on my mind tt i dun really think i can put up here but its late at night when troubling/saddening things come to mind. sometimes i wish tt they could change so tt things wont be this way, but i know in my heart that it is i who must change, not those around me. but i guess im too lazy and i guess while im not ALWAYS happy in my life, 99% of the time im pretty satisfied and 90% of the time im a happy girl haha. so ill just go along in my life, and sometimes when i look back ill feel a pang of regret but somehow life always sweeps me back onto its joyride, and that i attribute ALOT to God who has always been the anchor in my life, that friends will never matter more than Him who gave Himself for me. because of Him i will always have a protective layer around my heart, and because of Him i can live in assurance that i am NEVER going to be good enough but i have salvation because of grace and so i dont have to try to be what i am not for the people who look at me and judge, because the greatest judge of all looked at me, all of me, and spread open His arms and said "my blood shall set you free"
thank You God
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